Kayaking at Eastwood Metro Park

Yesterday we went kayaking at Eastwood Metro Park. The temperature was a little chilly but it made the experience more fun by presenting an added challenge. I had been canoeing and rowing plenty enough in the past to be an expert, but this was my first time kayaking. Upon getting into the water I quickly got myself turned around and heading in a direction opposite of the group. One of the rangers had to come and ask me where I was going, and I explained to him that I was in need of help getting back. Within about five minutes of instructions I got the hang of it. From there I was able to race others and follow commands from the instructor about where to paddle. By the end of the day I was beating the instructors in races. This reminds me of almost every new challenge I have faced in life. At first I feel a little scared and unsure about whether I will be able to succeed. Then comes the awkward phase upon starting the challenge, when I clearly could use a hand. Finally comes the part where I master my fears, and eventually become an expert at whatever that challenge was. Although I learn this lesson after every challenge  I seem to unlearn it by the next challenge because I go through that cycle every time. I would love to one day be able to remember this so that I will feel confident at the beginning of every challenge,